Valentine's day.

[qliphoth]

Yeah, I was almost okay, until Kristen sarcastically handed me a little necco heart that said "Got love." I don't know why. It just went right through me, and I wanted nothing more than to crawl away and die a little.

I thought to myself.

"Jesus. would it be funny to hand a cripple a necco wafer that said 'Got legs?!"

then I thought.

"why. yes. yes it would."

So maybe I'm really the one who sucks, even if I am legitimately upset.

I guess I'm more upset by the fact that everyone else thinks my genuine suffering is funny.

I like how I'm not really anyone's friend. I'm just a guy they drag around when I'm useful.

I hate myself.