hmm...i've been talking about trust for two days now.
am i out of line?
you think so, but i don't. i know my limitations. i know what i'm supposed to do and i know how much is at stake. and i may be stupid, but i'm definitely not stupid enough to repeat the mistakes you've committed.
the thing is, you're afraid. you're afraid that i might do the stuff you've done in the past and you're afraid i'd fall into the same trap you have.
well, i'm not. and i won't.
i get your point. i understand what you're worried about. isn't it enough that all through my teenage life, i didn't even put a hair out of line? that i did exactly what you told me to, all the whining and moaning notwithstanding? am i not allowed to have a bit of fun?
and when i say a bit, i mean it. this is not some stupid child's way of simplifying things. i don't go out all the time. i don't do anything i know will harm me (save for drinking). i don't do anything against my will. i choose the people i hang out with and i know how to keep my priorities straight. right now, it's to pass the boards, get a license and get on with my life.
I'M NOT YOU. you may be afraid i'd end up with what you have and what you got, but i won't. even if it kills me, i'll try my damnest not to be you. i see who and what you are now and i don't want to be that.
i don't want to be you.
and i know what i'm doing.
just start trusting me for a change.
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how come the icon says numb but it's crying?
you think so, but i don't. i know my limitations. i know what i'm supposed to do and i know how much is at stake. and i may be stupid, but i'm definitely not stupid enough to repeat the mistakes you've committed.
the thing is, you're afraid. you're afraid that i might do the stuff you've done in the past and you're afraid i'd fall into the same trap you have.
well, i'm not. and i won't.
i get your point. i understand what you're worried about. isn't it enough that all through my teenage life, i didn't even put a hair out of line? that i did exactly what you told me to, all the whining and moaning notwithstanding? am i not allowed to have a bit of fun?
and when i say a bit, i mean it. this is not some stupid child's way of simplifying things. i don't go out all the time. i don't do anything i know will harm me (save for drinking). i don't do anything against my will. i choose the people i hang out with and i know how to keep my priorities straight. right now, it's to pass the boards, get a license and get on with my life.
I'M NOT YOU. you may be afraid i'd end up with what you have and what you got, but i won't. even if it kills me, i'll try my damnest not to be you. i see who and what you are now and i don't want to be that.
i don't want to be you.
and i know what i'm doing.
just start trusting me for a change.
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how come the icon says numb but it's crying?