fuccin up....

[qiqqlez]

woke up hella early! shit just chilled down here in muh room listened to music and did zero. I talked to muh bebe for a little while and did my homepage in the afternoon. bugged out with my nigga spence and wow guess who IMed me today? Nesco. first the kid tells me he don't wanna talk to me anymore and then he IMs me. .smh . .confusin motha fuccaz. HmM I'm glad I'm over him / that was quick lol. Me and rickii ain't doing so good. We hardly talk now and when we do get in IMz we end up arguin or just staying silent. Things is changin big time and just blah! I aint feelin it. Im bout to end shit with my nigga cause I feel like we distant now. I rather us stay real close then lose him or whatever so ya ya ya. and my wifey hasn't been on for a while .smh. disappearz and shit but whatever I'll get over it.

.sigh. I'm lookin at cLz name on my buddylist wanting to IM him but I know we gonna end up beefin, or somethin. I hate how things is changing between me and him I really do cause I used to alwayz look foward to finding him online and just jumpin in IMz with him but now its like "whatever ; blah ; ew ; ugh" I ain't got a clue why! I jus wish we could be tight again cause i Love the idiot .poutz. aint much I could do but sit here and hope thingz will get better. Pa if you read this jus know i love u and I alwayz will, and thanks for alwayz bein there for me and helpin thru muh tuff timez <3

cl . . neniiz a mess withOut yoOh =/