drama
Yesterday I chilled with Pete and after he left I chilled with some friends then I went to Vica's crib and bugged out there a while. We got in trouble by auntie Q @ like 4 in the mornin cause we was doin some thangz we shouldnt have been doin. Like playing outside with the water hose ;x but whatever that was yesterday
shit. Itz been a long motha fuccin day. I came home this morning from Vica's got in the shower, was saposed to go to Angel's party but I didn't. I was kind of mad I didn't go cause I know there was gonna be madd fly fellas there. I just didn't feel good. I'm still sick and shit and being around alot of people wouldn't be such a good idea. Well after everyone left I chilled with Jon and Vica for a little while and then went to Larry's crib cause I was going to babysit LJ and Nisa. Well Larry ended up taking off and didn't come back to take Jennifer out so I just left. I came home and hit Jonathan up, me and Vica was gonna go chill with them. I talked to my jaime for a little while.
Guess who came over...Larry. His eyes were red and I knew he was drunk. He asked me if I would watch LJ and Nisa and I told him only if he'd go get me a dutch and a callin card (so i could call cL) then I'd watch the kids. I was gonna smoke anyway when I went to Jonathans but since I was gonna end up stayin in to watch his fuccin kids, he could've went to buy my shit, but whatever he said NO so I was like aight I'm going out and he like well I dont need you to watch the kids I'll take care my own kids and I was like aiight good. LJ was crying cause he didn't want to leave and I told Larry to just leave him here but noooo he wanna be a dickhead. LJ stayed crying and I swear big Larry hit him so fuccin hard then him and Jennifer started beefin and he hit her with the car door and from here on.. is just extreme drama and I don't really wanna discuss it. He told me I can't ever see LJ again regardless if he's just mad at the moment it just hurts hearin that cause I been there for him since day one and its like hes my own. . and it hurt me so much when he was crying cause he didn't wanna leave. He usually gives me a hug goodbye and tells me he loves me and big Larry didn't even let him. I was cryin ONCE AGAIN and just ugh I'm still feeling like shit ; stomach pains ; headache ; and I'm feelin even worse now cause I got this empty ass feeling inside knowing LJ's gone and from fighting with big larry.
shit. Itz been a long motha fuccin day. I came home this morning from Vica's got in the shower, was saposed to go to Angel's party but I didn't. I was kind of mad I didn't go cause I know there was gonna be madd fly fellas there. I just didn't feel good. I'm still sick and shit and being around alot of people wouldn't be such a good idea. Well after everyone left I chilled with Jon and Vica for a little while and then went to Larry's crib cause I was going to babysit LJ and Nisa. Well Larry ended up taking off and didn't come back to take Jennifer out so I just left. I came home and hit Jonathan up, me and Vica was gonna go chill with them. I talked to my jaime for a little while.
Guess who came over...Larry. His eyes were red and I knew he was drunk. He asked me if I would watch LJ and Nisa and I told him only if he'd go get me a dutch and a callin card (so i could call cL) then I'd watch the kids. I was gonna smoke anyway when I went to Jonathans but since I was gonna end up stayin in to watch his fuccin kids, he could've went to buy my shit, but whatever he said NO so I was like aight I'm going out and he like well I dont need you to watch the kids I'll take care my own kids and I was like aiight good. LJ was crying cause he didn't want to leave and I told Larry to just leave him here but noooo he wanna be a dickhead. LJ stayed crying and I swear big Larry hit him so fuccin hard then him and Jennifer started beefin and he hit her with the car door and from here on.. is just extreme drama and I don't really wanna discuss it. He told me I can't ever see LJ again regardless if he's just mad at the moment it just hurts hearin that cause I been there for him since day one and its like hes my own. . and it hurt me so much when he was crying cause he didn't wanna leave. He usually gives me a hug goodbye and tells me he loves me and big Larry didn't even let him. I was cryin ONCE AGAIN and just ugh I'm still feeling like shit ; stomach pains ; headache ; and I'm feelin even worse now cause I got this empty ass feeling inside knowing LJ's gone and from fighting with big larry.