Dreaming
I feel this weird pit of uneasiment like something is going to happen and i have no way of stopping it. Myabe its just all the weird dreams i had last night. Dreams that left me furious, frustrated, sad, and in love. I hope i am wrong.
Well its nearly Christmas and i am so excited! I am still a little behind on my Christmas shopping not to mention $$$$ but that isnt what Christmas is about anyway is it? Its about good cheer and songs and all of that lovliness but i still cant help but feel christmas would not be the same without presents. 3 year old mentality you might call it. Lately i have been channeling my 3 year old self alot. And beleive me its not very attractive on a 17 year old. But hey screw attractiveness: I want, I want, I want, I need I need I need, gimme gimme gimee!!!!!
ITs weird how dreams can affect you so much. THey can even make you love somone more or feel like there is something hidden inside someone that you never saw. But they can also leave you sorely astray and people that were wonderful in your dreams are not necesarily secretly that way in real life. I have had some incidences, to say the least.
Yesterday was fun. Mmmmm hamburgers are even better when you dont have to pay for them.
Well its nearly Christmas and i am so excited! I am still a little behind on my Christmas shopping not to mention $$$$ but that isnt what Christmas is about anyway is it? Its about good cheer and songs and all of that lovliness but i still cant help but feel christmas would not be the same without presents. 3 year old mentality you might call it. Lately i have been channeling my 3 year old self alot. And beleive me its not very attractive on a 17 year old. But hey screw attractiveness: I want, I want, I want, I need I need I need, gimme gimme gimee!!!!!
ITs weird how dreams can affect you so much. THey can even make you love somone more or feel like there is something hidden inside someone that you never saw. But they can also leave you sorely astray and people that were wonderful in your dreams are not necesarily secretly that way in real life. I have had some incidences, to say the least.
Yesterday was fun. Mmmmm hamburgers are even better when you dont have to pay for them.