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Okay, just wanna say a few things to clarify my last entry.
Mostly, I just wanna say that I KNOW I am boy crazy and I KNOW I put way too much thought and effort into all this.
But right now it's mostly that I am NOT meeting other guys and haven't been and don't see it happening much in the future, and I really like this guy. I have long since stopped building up guys to this high high pedestal... I already know that Os and I are opposites on many things. It's more that he is a good guy and I just like him and would like to try SOMETHING (as opposed to nothing at all). Trust me, it's not like I'm like "oh, we will get married" or something like that. Believe it or not, I have grown up in SOME ways and understand that not all relationships turn into marriage haha.
Also, I am asking advice mostly because I don't know how to get to the next level. That is something I haven't done much and I can never seem to get to, so I really don't know what I am doing. Any and all suggestions are, therefore, welcome.
Thank you, and goodnight!
Mostly, I just wanna say that I KNOW I am boy crazy and I KNOW I put way too much thought and effort into all this.
But right now it's mostly that I am NOT meeting other guys and haven't been and don't see it happening much in the future, and I really like this guy. I have long since stopped building up guys to this high high pedestal... I already know that Os and I are opposites on many things. It's more that he is a good guy and I just like him and would like to try SOMETHING (as opposed to nothing at all). Trust me, it's not like I'm like "oh, we will get married" or something like that. Believe it or not, I have grown up in SOME ways and understand that not all relationships turn into marriage haha.
Also, I am asking advice mostly because I don't know how to get to the next level. That is something I haven't done much and I can never seem to get to, so I really don't know what I am doing. Any and all suggestions are, therefore, welcome.
Thank you, and goodnight!