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So another boring night at home. Got ditched by jen, again. Told me today "oh im gonna hangout with Michelle tonight, but you can come too!". Then tells me "Uhm, michelle doesnt want you there unless you bring her a boy". This is all ringing relatively familiar to me, but i'll get to that later. So I tell her, I have no friends, let alone ones that would be interested in her. So after jen got off work it was "Uhm, Im just gonna hangout with Michelle and Heather and Christina.". So, I got bailed on. She also blocked me from commenting on her journals.
I need a female companion who actually wants to hangout with me. This may be too much to ask, but I wish it werent.
As for ringing familiar, a couple years ago, something similar happened. Scott Young, a then-camarillosucks enthusiast invited jen and myself to a party he was throwing. He let her come unconditionally but required that I bring 5 "LA-6"-rated females as well. Now, anyone who knows me knows that I dont even know that many girls let alone ones that are an LA-6 or above. So i was shunned out of the party while jen thoughtlessly enjoyed the evening without me. im bitter.
I talked with Pat Shep in Ohio today, and he has been convincing me to give Ohio a try. Lilly is considering moving out there, and she has been a dear part of my life as of late. Having them both there could be fairly enjoyable. I have to talk to probation about it this week. Hmm, and school. It would be a welcome change.
more later.
I need a female companion who actually wants to hangout with me. This may be too much to ask, but I wish it werent.
As for ringing familiar, a couple years ago, something similar happened. Scott Young, a then-camarillosucks enthusiast invited jen and myself to a party he was throwing. He let her come unconditionally but required that I bring 5 "LA-6"-rated females as well. Now, anyone who knows me knows that I dont even know that many girls let alone ones that are an LA-6 or above. So i was shunned out of the party while jen thoughtlessly enjoyed the evening without me. im bitter.
I talked with Pat Shep in Ohio today, and he has been convincing me to give Ohio a try. Lilly is considering moving out there, and she has been a dear part of my life as of late. Having them both there could be fairly enjoyable. I have to talk to probation about it this week. Hmm, and school. It would be a welcome change.
more later.