Jen couldn't handle hearing my side of the story
So she disable commenting on her journals. Anyhow. I hope an educated decision can be made regarding our situation, other than the obvious "You two are douchebags".
As a repeat:
this is for jen
I do love you, and its not all about a tattoo. if love werent in this, i would've moved past you long ago.
the tattoo thing: You and I had talked about the tattoo about a week before you got it. I expressed my dislike for tattoos and you told me you wouldn't get it while we were seeing eachother because you didnt want to make me mad or gross me out and whatnot. If we stopped seeing eachother, then oh well. What happens? A week later you come home with a tat. and then it takes you a few more days to tell me. That's trustworthy.
What else? The elaborate lies about where you are and who you're with?! You tell me you're going to Shaunas house to watch movies. You're not there, you're at some rave with emofag robert. You arrange a set of elaborate lies to deceive me into thinking you're elsewhere. real trustworthy.
Lets try another. You fuck my then-bestfriend michaeljmich WHILE committed to me, and don't tell me. I only find out because he decides to fess up, and when confronted you deny until I give you nowhere else to go in the argument.
Another. I get ahold of your aim logs on two seperate occasions, sleezy i know, but my suspicions proved correct to find out that twice you were having other relationships while seeing me, once with chrislai and once with robertdanaher. on top of these, you try to convince me "oh thats just how we talk to eachother.". I may have let go at the time, but im not stupid and i know what happened.
Enough for now to get MY side across. LOL.
Even after all this shit that we've done to eachother, i still love you. I just wish you wouldnt fuck with me so much.
B
As a repeat:
this is for jen
I do love you, and its not all about a tattoo. if love werent in this, i would've moved past you long ago.
the tattoo thing: You and I had talked about the tattoo about a week before you got it. I expressed my dislike for tattoos and you told me you wouldn't get it while we were seeing eachother because you didnt want to make me mad or gross me out and whatnot. If we stopped seeing eachother, then oh well. What happens? A week later you come home with a tat. and then it takes you a few more days to tell me. That's trustworthy.
What else? The elaborate lies about where you are and who you're with?! You tell me you're going to Shaunas house to watch movies. You're not there, you're at some rave with emofag robert. You arrange a set of elaborate lies to deceive me into thinking you're elsewhere. real trustworthy.
Lets try another. You fuck my then-bestfriend michaeljmich WHILE committed to me, and don't tell me. I only find out because he decides to fess up, and when confronted you deny until I give you nowhere else to go in the argument.
Another. I get ahold of your aim logs on two seperate occasions, sleezy i know, but my suspicions proved correct to find out that twice you were having other relationships while seeing me, once with chrislai and once with robertdanaher. on top of these, you try to convince me "oh thats just how we talk to eachother.". I may have let go at the time, but im not stupid and i know what happened.
Enough for now to get MY side across. LOL.
Even after all this shit that we've done to eachother, i still love you. I just wish you wouldnt fuck with me so much.
B