Day 56
So yes, here I am sitting at the church. Feeling generally begrudged. I think things with Jen and coming to an end, I don't see alot of feelings reciprocating and I am in too deep, deeper than she thinks and she doesn't seem to take things as serious as I do. Worrying about what she's doing and who she's doing are driving me insane. Panic attacks and anxiety attacks all the goddamned time. I feel like she's made me a headcase. I just hope that if things do end with her, that the nuttyness will stop too. My mom wants me to see a shrink friend of hers.
FINALLY - Got visited by a Field Officer from WF. The first time in more than 8 weeks. Craziness. I think I'm going to go insane now. Ill post more later.
FINALLY - Got visited by a Field Officer from WF. The first time in more than 8 weeks. Craziness. I think I'm going to go insane now. Ill post more later.