Matty's name on MSN right now is "comfortably numb" and I know just what he means, and I wish I could get there. And just fucking stay there. Right now, I'd give up all the good stuff if it meant I didn't ever have to feel the hurt and pain and disappointment and worry and anger, and all the darkness churning. I can't even remember happiness and ( Read more... )

1. Am back in Canada. Crossed the border early yesterday. After a few hours stranded at the car dealership in St. Catharines, we were back on the road to Owen Sound. Got back just in time for my brother to make his play-off soccer game, but my sister didn't make it to work ( Read more... )

Val just dropped me off at home. I ended up hanging out with her & Matty tonight, thank the gods. I couldn't take it staying here tonight, but didn't really feel like going anywhere. So aimless wandering with the two of them fit the bill perfectly. We started taking minutes, which was way fun. (Mostly 'cause I was doing the majority of the writing ( Read more... )