Sep 29, 2007 19:32
I can't quite place it.
I mean, I ADORE it here, god, I can't get over how much I love America
I love that there is a HUGE variety of food. I love that the TV has things I want to watch on it. I love that there are more than just 10 people that I like and want to hang out with. I adore having a frisbee team again and I think it is going to be what I want this year. However, even with all that...
I think I might be affected by Germany.
I almost miss it, I think I am too young for college now. Yes, too young. I want to party and make stupid decisions and go out on real dates for fuck's sake. Instead. I feel like the group of friend's I have surrounded myself with is so future focused. Everything has to be set in stone, and they are really scaring the hell out of me. I think I missed this develpmental stage in High School or something. School is almost too intense. I used to be able to focus and do work on Saturdays and then on Sundays. I used to be able to take notes that actually helped me when I sat down to do the homework. I lost some type of discipline and have started Procrastinating. which is new to me.
Something's off. I want to go dancing and just have one great tasting beer and dance like crazy.