well, fuck. today offically sucks.

jolt cola is good. so is peach tea. yes.

i hate feeling like this - powerless. there's nothing i can do to help him, not really, not right now. and it hurts. but at the same time it makes me ... understand some things. things i never really wanted to, even though i knew i'd have to someday anyway. and that hurts too.
damn it, damn it, damn it.

i'm in advanced programming concepts right now. it's an easy class, easy grade. (ahahaha. as if i'm actually worried about graduating anyway.) the teacher is a fucktard who can barely tell javascript from perl, but that's okay. it gives me plenty of time to fuck around ( Read more... )

right. new journal. i just know that i'm never going to write in this stupid thing, because - let's face it. most of my life is not suitable for public display. (no, really. it's not. trust me on this one ( Read more... )

yeah, yeah. stfu.