May 28, 2008 01:41
once i was an angel, now i'm the devil. the devil in the guise of a broken and misused young woman. yes i am goth. yes i am emo. yes i am a punk. yes i am straight edge. i am bi. i am with a girl. i am in love.
i am the way i am because of my life. i regret nothing. i would change nothing. thank you to my ex's, you helped make me stronger, helped to break me more. you made me hard and cold.
once i was straight. i have the scars to prove it. look hard, they're all over my heart. on my soul. now i am happy with my woman, tho not many people know. and no, THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH BEING IN LOVE WITH A WOMAN. it is not wrong. it is beautiful. love is good in all its forms.
once i was a good little Catholic. now i can't stand the religion i was raised in. warped and twisted exclusionary mind control, making ugly that which is most beautiful in this life.
I FEEL NO SHAME IN BEING ME. i will never feel shame. you can't make me.i am one wicked vampire witch. and thus i shall remain. if you have a problem with that, you can kiss my rather large ass. this is me. i won't change for anyone. only for myself. and i finally finally like who i am.