Amnesia
"You look like you're wearing a really bad fur coat."
-Carole
So lately I've been going to the hospital when I'm not at work because on Tuesday night, my grandma couldn't breathe and had to be rushed to the hospital. It was intense dudes; there was like a firetruck, an ambulance and like all my neighbours were watching from their doors at 10:30 at night. And I took pictures cause I'm that awesome.
Ya, I was brushing my teeth after watching House (omg wilson made me nearly piss myself he was great in this episode) and my dad was called downstairs and the next thing I hear is "call an ambulance!" so ya, my dad stood half naked outside in the dark, waiting for a bunch of people. Embarrassing. And then when they took her away, my mom and I drove there and waited until 2 in the morning to find out my grandma had water in her lungs so they started injecting her with these huge ass syringes and the nurse said she'd call us if she was being released.
She randomly appeared home today, so we assume she's better, but my mom and I had to visit her every night to bring her crap she claimed to need. It was slightly scary, but at the same time it was like omg what's this? Something is actually happening? I know, I can be cruel, get over it. I actually think I need anger management or something, I'm like freaking out lately and it's scary, I use to be so calm and such, now I'm acting like some rabid dog.
Today was actually really good at work, I had a fashion show of box hats that cheered everyone up and then we had a watermelon/timbit party. The watermelon was so juicy lmao we're all trying to find a place over the garbage so we don't have puddles all over the floor and there's curious slurping noises, better than most parties at work I must admit.
Then I came home, got depressed, fed up, and it bothered me for the rest of the night.
K so I've been friends with Andrew for 4 years now and he never comes to see me. When I asked why I have to always be the one who visits him, he told me the only reason he bothered visiting me was because he was going to see Brett because he didn't think it was worth the long walk just to see one person so WTF? He's going to drive all the way to Winsor just to see Noelle!? What The Fuck?
Secondly, he never told me he was going to Winsor, or that he was going to see her and now he leaves this message in his lj when he knows it'll piss me off cause I told him so last time he wouldn't STFU about her. Like seriosuly, why say anything unless you meant to piss me off? I don't even understand why were friends anymore, like seriously, what's the point? And, HE'S LIVING WITH HER FOR THE WEEKEND?! That is just weird and he's going to meet her family and all when he clearly won't go near me or say hi if anyone else is around. So, honestly, I don't get the point of it all and I don't have a reason to talk to him anymore. I totally give up, we have absolutely nothing to say to each other, obviously, so it's done.
I had to join the gym and waste my mom's money to make me slightly euphoric again. And I learned about babies and splashes of color in the kitchen - don't ask. But I'm going for red, pink is just silly and retro-ew. Oh and I had to clean the basement at work yesterday, that nearly involved a heat stroke, fun stuff!
//I'm off to watch deja vu
-Carole
So lately I've been going to the hospital when I'm not at work because on Tuesday night, my grandma couldn't breathe and had to be rushed to the hospital. It was intense dudes; there was like a firetruck, an ambulance and like all my neighbours were watching from their doors at 10:30 at night. And I took pictures cause I'm that awesome.
Ya, I was brushing my teeth after watching House (omg wilson made me nearly piss myself he was great in this episode) and my dad was called downstairs and the next thing I hear is "call an ambulance!" so ya, my dad stood half naked outside in the dark, waiting for a bunch of people. Embarrassing. And then when they took her away, my mom and I drove there and waited until 2 in the morning to find out my grandma had water in her lungs so they started injecting her with these huge ass syringes and the nurse said she'd call us if she was being released.
She randomly appeared home today, so we assume she's better, but my mom and I had to visit her every night to bring her crap she claimed to need. It was slightly scary, but at the same time it was like omg what's this? Something is actually happening? I know, I can be cruel, get over it. I actually think I need anger management or something, I'm like freaking out lately and it's scary, I use to be so calm and such, now I'm acting like some rabid dog.
Today was actually really good at work, I had a fashion show of box hats that cheered everyone up and then we had a watermelon/timbit party. The watermelon was so juicy lmao we're all trying to find a place over the garbage so we don't have puddles all over the floor and there's curious slurping noises, better than most parties at work I must admit.
Then I came home, got depressed, fed up, and it bothered me for the rest of the night.
K so I've been friends with Andrew for 4 years now and he never comes to see me. When I asked why I have to always be the one who visits him, he told me the only reason he bothered visiting me was because he was going to see Brett because he didn't think it was worth the long walk just to see one person so WTF? He's going to drive all the way to Winsor just to see Noelle!? What The Fuck?
Secondly, he never told me he was going to Winsor, or that he was going to see her and now he leaves this message in his lj when he knows it'll piss me off cause I told him so last time he wouldn't STFU about her. Like seriosuly, why say anything unless you meant to piss me off? I don't even understand why were friends anymore, like seriously, what's the point? And, HE'S LIVING WITH HER FOR THE WEEKEND?! That is just weird and he's going to meet her family and all when he clearly won't go near me or say hi if anyone else is around. So, honestly, I don't get the point of it all and I don't have a reason to talk to him anymore. I totally give up, we have absolutely nothing to say to each other, obviously, so it's done.
I had to join the gym and waste my mom's money to make me slightly euphoric again. And I learned about babies and splashes of color in the kitchen - don't ask. But I'm going for red, pink is just silly and retro-ew. Oh and I had to clean the basement at work yesterday, that nearly involved a heat stroke, fun stuff!
//I'm off to watch deja vu