I can't take it anymore...
Well as hard as it will be, I can't take this shit being produced by Patrick. I feel like I'm just being pulled around by a string and I'm better than that. I don't have to put up with it and all I can ever hear myself saying is the same shit that I told Momma. She was better than my step-father and didn't have to take him leaving and walking all over her. However, she did and is still with him. I won't allow myself that pain.
Even Brandon got onto me for being an idiot about Patrick. He told me that Patrick had a lot of growing up to do and while I took it into consideration, I also set it aside in hopes we could figure things out but I'm not even gonna try anymore. Brandon was right! That is hard to say but true. Brandon has been a great friend. I like him better now that we aren't in school together. I only knew him for that short time when he was P.McD's TA for Geometry and he was cool but I don't know that I would have really liked him much, other than that time. *thinking**Now that I say that I am wrong. I am going to school with him at OU. Oh well, I won't see him all the time*
I am so extremely tired right now. Last night I went and saw "The Village" with Dani and Tony. It was pretty good...as long as you don't mind the twists. If you thought the twist in "The Sixth Sense" was good than you should like "The Village." I thought it was going to be more of a scary movie than it was but being that it is an M. Night movie I should have known better. After the movie I called Brandon because I hadn't talked to him since Tony's open-house and was wondering if he was still alive. It was around 12:45 and as we were talking he was like 'Well I'm at your house.' I was like 'Oh well then I'll see you when I get there.' When I got home Brandon, mom, and dad were up watching Discovery Channel the chopper build offs. My parents went to bed around 1:30 and B and I stayed up watching the build offs till around 3:00. Brandon has been a lot like a big brother. It's cool. I can't wait till he gets his crotch-rocket up and running. It will be awesome because he's gonna give me a ride. YIPPEE!!!!
Well that is all I feel like saying right now, so I am gonna read.
~Joey~
Even Brandon got onto me for being an idiot about Patrick. He told me that Patrick had a lot of growing up to do and while I took it into consideration, I also set it aside in hopes we could figure things out but I'm not even gonna try anymore. Brandon was right! That is hard to say but true. Brandon has been a great friend. I like him better now that we aren't in school together. I only knew him for that short time when he was P.McD's TA for Geometry and he was cool but I don't know that I would have really liked him much, other than that time. *thinking**Now that I say that I am wrong. I am going to school with him at OU. Oh well, I won't see him all the time*
I am so extremely tired right now. Last night I went and saw "The Village" with Dani and Tony. It was pretty good...as long as you don't mind the twists. If you thought the twist in "The Sixth Sense" was good than you should like "The Village." I thought it was going to be more of a scary movie than it was but being that it is an M. Night movie I should have known better. After the movie I called Brandon because I hadn't talked to him since Tony's open-house and was wondering if he was still alive. It was around 12:45 and as we were talking he was like 'Well I'm at your house.' I was like 'Oh well then I'll see you when I get there.' When I got home Brandon, mom, and dad were up watching Discovery Channel the chopper build offs. My parents went to bed around 1:30 and B and I stayed up watching the build offs till around 3:00. Brandon has been a lot like a big brother. It's cool. I can't wait till he gets his crotch-rocket up and running. It will be awesome because he's gonna give me a ride. YIPPEE!!!!
Well that is all I feel like saying right now, so I am gonna read.
~Joey~