Oct 02, 2014 22:32
I feel really strange tonight. Coming down from a fever and a week of illness, and looking forward to a surprise visit to Tucson tomorrow... but I can't sleep. I feel like I want something but I don't know what.
Everything is just me holding on until December. It's the second of October, so that's not bad.... It's not that I want to be back in Tucson or with family, 'cause I don't, not really. But I feel like I'm in this waiting place and I hate it. I just want to be out.
I thought I'd make a list of goals:
-Pay off debt
-Learn to manage money
-Save money
-Get tattoos
-Build a tiny house
-Move away from Tucson