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What the?
How did...
It doesn't even...
Eh whatever, I give up trying to make sense of things anymore. Today was awful and its over 16 hours of work has taken its toll.
I hurt myself every day by looking at something, and as much as I hate to admit it I still hope sometimes for the impossible. Although I don't give it much more than a fools hope. I know I need to just lock that door even though it's shut but I still catch myself hoping it breaks back open again even though its prolly best if it doesn't. I'm moving in a strange direction now, It's not really towards or away from much but maybe thats the way i need to be moving.
Whatever, philosophy aside, I still have the concrete facts. I'm really Tired and I have Karate tomorrow. Hence, its off to bed with me.
How did...
It doesn't even...
Eh whatever, I give up trying to make sense of things anymore. Today was awful and its over 16 hours of work has taken its toll.
I hurt myself every day by looking at something, and as much as I hate to admit it I still hope sometimes for the impossible. Although I don't give it much more than a fools hope. I know I need to just lock that door even though it's shut but I still catch myself hoping it breaks back open again even though its prolly best if it doesn't. I'm moving in a strange direction now, It's not really towards or away from much but maybe thats the way i need to be moving.
Whatever, philosophy aside, I still have the concrete facts. I'm really Tired and I have Karate tomorrow. Hence, its off to bed with me.