Aug 09, 2006 17:36
WoW… I just thought of something… Well… more like just remembered something and then thought about it.
I was pissed at someone a long awhile back for something that I considered totally and utterly un-cool and downright breaking the code of how a reasonable guy should act. But then I just thought of something, they were most likely completely and utterly lied to, thus were not even aware that what they were doing was breaking “Guy Code” and they might actually not have been an asshole. Now, none of this really matters whatsoever… Because what it comes down to is that someone who I hated that didn’t know I hated them, might not have been guilty of what I hated them for. So in essence there is no impact whatsoever other than my realization. And the moral of the story is don’t judge someone’s behavior based on what you know, because they may not know what you do and may not be basing their decisions based on the truth or what you think they know.
In other an slightly more relevant news… ACE, aka “The Regime of Terror” is over. I’m done, finished and down right out of there! Hazaah! In other news I am heading to New York for the weekend in order to help my instructor teach a Haidong Gumdo Seminar and I find it both a pleasure and an honor and am really looking forward to it! And in other single sentence news ending in an exclamation point, my knee is still kinda hurt but I can still lightly train on it without significant pain or restriction, so it’s alright!
I feel kinda odd, I’ve played the part of the asshole these past few days.. and quite honestly I had no choice, because it was the right thing to do. It’s not my style to play that part, but I do have a few lines etched in the ground that I need to enforce. And hence, in order to put it all together I have to cut some off the edges… I don’t know I feel up or down right now, gimme some time and I’ll see if I can figure out where I’m settling. Till then, Joe needs help pulling his motor and I need a drink to celebrate the end of Ace!
“So you found out today your life's not the same
Not quite as perfect as it was yesterday but
When you were just getting in the groove
Now you're faced with something new
And I know it hurts and I know you feel torn
But you never gave up this easily before
I'm hittin' back y'all
Kickin' these four walls
Just as hard as I can til I can't crawl
I won't waste another day
With all these silly things
Swimmin' in my brain”
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