Re: why we suckmuse3030January 2 2006, 07:07:12 UTC
i dont know man, im pretty sure i suck mostly because i cant get past the fact that, i need to be let in on things when they are happening. its a biological thing, ive been cursed with a big nose(metophorically, my nose is damn cute)so im just sucky. but really, i kow im with gael alot, but i mean, you guys should all know, i fucking love you guys. it shouldnt ever be questioned. and yeah, i sometimes feel like i would say fuck this, there is way too much drama, im dropping it. but i always come back to i love you. and that was meant towards this situation. i dont know how to say what im thinking....one second...ok, this is how i view it....kinda of...dont take it word for word, im no good at writing, ok. i love you guys, but i never call dan, and dan calls me sometimes. i dont usually pick up, most likely because i am with my girlfriend, or am not in the mood to talk. i run in to dan at parties, and i love it, because dan, you are truely a partier. but i loved it most of all, when we would all sit in my basement, chill, be crazy, be ourselves, be lovers, all of us. mutha fuckas. and now i sit in my basement, on occasion with sam, or adam. and i dont know, i miss it, because we used to be so crazily fun, the dent in the wall from chelsea, our parties, my moms 40ieth birthday. but those partys are done, my basement is fucked(not meant in a mean way, ust saying, its kinda trashed still..hahaha) i dont know. i want to fix things, but i dont know how. we should all list things we want/need. 1. information...friends,love,sex,drugs,jobs,life in general 2.the freedom to journey on my path, and for you to expierence your own. ( like with DRUGS, i said it!!!the d word, i dont mind if you experiment, just dont let it become a habit) 3.the right to fully express ourselves the way we once did 4. equality for each one of us, meaning no dominating over one or the other 5...ill think of more.... shit, that sounds dumb, but i tried, you guys can too if you feel like it. i love each and every single one of you, and no matter how pissed i get, or how stupid you think i am, you should "never fucking question that"...hahah. one mutha fuckin love.
1. information...friends,love,sex,drugs,jobs,life in general
2.the freedom to journey on my path, and for you to expierence your own. ( like with DRUGS, i said it!!!the d word, i dont mind if you experiment, just dont let it become a habit)
3.the right to fully express ourselves the way we once did
4. equality for each one of us, meaning no dominating over one or the other
5...ill think of more....
shit, that sounds dumb, but i tried, you guys can too if you feel like it. i love each and every single one of you, and no matter how pissed i get, or how stupid you think i am, you should "never fucking question that"...hahah.
one mutha fuckin love.
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