THE TIMES THEY ARE A CHANGIN
TO WHOM IT MAY NOT CONCERN...
I THANK YOU FOR THE GOOD TIMES THAT WE HAD, THOSE WERE UNDOUBTLY GREAT. BUT AFTER A YEAR OF NOT POSTING I FEEL THAT THIS IS AN APPROPRIATE MEDIUM TO TELL YOU THIS, SEEING AS TALKING TO YOU IN PERSON HAS GOTTEN ME NO WHERE. I WANT TO START OFF BY SAYING THAT I LOVED YOU, I WAS NOT IN-LOVE WITH YOU BUT THAT I WOULD HAVE GIVEN MY LIFE FOR YOU. I HOPE THAT BY READING THIS YOU DONT FEEL GUILTY, BUT REALIZE WHAT YOU GAVE UP. I DONT KNOW WHY BUT YOU KICKED ME OUT, NOT OUT OF THE GROUP, NOT OUT OF THE "FRIEND" CIRCLE, BUT OUT OF YOUR LIVES. I STILL TO THIS DAY DONT KNOW THE REAL REASON WHY. I HOPE THAT YOU REALIZE THAT I WOULD STILL, AT THE DROP OF A HAT, DO ANYTHING I COULD TO HELP YOU IN ANY WAY THAT YOU MIGHT NEED. IT JUST HURTS, MORE THAN YOU MIGHT EVER KNOW, TO HAVE TO COME TO THE REALIZATION THAT SOMEONE I ONCE LOVED HAS LEFT ME BEHIND. I'M NOT WRITING THIS EXPECTING THAT YOU'LL COMING RUNNING BACK, LETTING ME BACK IN TO YOUR LIVES, I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW I FEEL. EVEN IF THIS IS THE LAST TIME I COMMUNICATE WITH YOU I HOPE THAT I GET THE POINT ACROSS LIKE I NEVER COULD. I'M NOT STUPID, I DON'T EXPECT THIS TO MAGICALY MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER, I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME AND MORE IMPORTANTLY HOW I FEEL ABOUT IT. PLEASE DON'T EVER PRETEND THAT EVERTHING IS BACK TO THE WAY IT WAS, THAT KIND OF MAKEBELIVE JUST MAKES THE HURT DEEPER, JUST KNOW THAT YOU GAVE UP SOMEONE, HOWEVER "MESSED UP", THAT TRULY CARED ABOUT YOU. I THANK YOU FOR THE GOOD TIMES AND WILL ALWAYS WONDER ABOUT AND REGRET YOUR DECISON TO CUT ME OUT. I HOPE THAT YOUR LIVES MINUS ME GO WELL AS I WILL NO LONGER MAKE ANY ATTEMPT TO CONTINUE THE DISILLUSION OF THINGS BEING THE WAY THEY WERE. GOOD LUCK AND I HOPE MAYBE AT THE VERY LEAST YOU WILL LET ME KNOW, TRULY, WHY YOU DESIDED TO LEAVE ME BEHIND. AS I FINSIH THIS, WITH TEAR FILLED EYES, I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I ALTHOUGH I DON'T EXPECT THIS TO DO ANYTHING I STILL CHOOSE NOT TO ABANDON THE IDEA OF US IN SOME WAY WORKING BACK TO WHAT WE HAD. PLEASE READ THIS AND PLEASE DO SOMETHING.
GOOD BY AND GOOD LUCK. CHOW.
DAN
I THANK YOU FOR THE GOOD TIMES THAT WE HAD, THOSE WERE UNDOUBTLY GREAT. BUT AFTER A YEAR OF NOT POSTING I FEEL THAT THIS IS AN APPROPRIATE MEDIUM TO TELL YOU THIS, SEEING AS TALKING TO YOU IN PERSON HAS GOTTEN ME NO WHERE. I WANT TO START OFF BY SAYING THAT I LOVED YOU, I WAS NOT IN-LOVE WITH YOU BUT THAT I WOULD HAVE GIVEN MY LIFE FOR YOU. I HOPE THAT BY READING THIS YOU DONT FEEL GUILTY, BUT REALIZE WHAT YOU GAVE UP. I DONT KNOW WHY BUT YOU KICKED ME OUT, NOT OUT OF THE GROUP, NOT OUT OF THE "FRIEND" CIRCLE, BUT OUT OF YOUR LIVES. I STILL TO THIS DAY DONT KNOW THE REAL REASON WHY. I HOPE THAT YOU REALIZE THAT I WOULD STILL, AT THE DROP OF A HAT, DO ANYTHING I COULD TO HELP YOU IN ANY WAY THAT YOU MIGHT NEED. IT JUST HURTS, MORE THAN YOU MIGHT EVER KNOW, TO HAVE TO COME TO THE REALIZATION THAT SOMEONE I ONCE LOVED HAS LEFT ME BEHIND. I'M NOT WRITING THIS EXPECTING THAT YOU'LL COMING RUNNING BACK, LETTING ME BACK IN TO YOUR LIVES, I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW I FEEL. EVEN IF THIS IS THE LAST TIME I COMMUNICATE WITH YOU I HOPE THAT I GET THE POINT ACROSS LIKE I NEVER COULD. I'M NOT STUPID, I DON'T EXPECT THIS TO MAGICALY MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER, I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME AND MORE IMPORTANTLY HOW I FEEL ABOUT IT. PLEASE DON'T EVER PRETEND THAT EVERTHING IS BACK TO THE WAY IT WAS, THAT KIND OF MAKEBELIVE JUST MAKES THE HURT DEEPER, JUST KNOW THAT YOU GAVE UP SOMEONE, HOWEVER "MESSED UP", THAT TRULY CARED ABOUT YOU. I THANK YOU FOR THE GOOD TIMES AND WILL ALWAYS WONDER ABOUT AND REGRET YOUR DECISON TO CUT ME OUT. I HOPE THAT YOUR LIVES MINUS ME GO WELL AS I WILL NO LONGER MAKE ANY ATTEMPT TO CONTINUE THE DISILLUSION OF THINGS BEING THE WAY THEY WERE. GOOD LUCK AND I HOPE MAYBE AT THE VERY LEAST YOU WILL LET ME KNOW, TRULY, WHY YOU DESIDED TO LEAVE ME BEHIND. AS I FINSIH THIS, WITH TEAR FILLED EYES, I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I ALTHOUGH I DON'T EXPECT THIS TO DO ANYTHING I STILL CHOOSE NOT TO ABANDON THE IDEA OF US IN SOME WAY WORKING BACK TO WHAT WE HAD. PLEASE READ THIS AND PLEASE DO SOMETHING.
GOOD BY AND GOOD LUCK. CHOW.
DAN