i find this a bit odd, seeing as how i tried to just be a friend, while you excluded me from your life. i have never known about your drug use, no one will ever tell me, and i dont expect you to. if you are still doing coke, and dont want to stop, i cant find it in my heart to lose a friend to coke, my biodad left me for coke, and if you want to leave me for it too, go for it. im not scared to drop someone who will potentially fuck their entire life up, but i will be there. i will love you, enjoy your laughter but only from a distance. i honestly need to be told to my face, what you have done(drug wise) what you will continue to do, and how it was. im interested in whats going on, and how your life is going, how are you and maddy? see dude, you can take this all wrong and get pissed, but i mean it with love and good intent. im sorry for hurting you, but you need to look at it from our view too, i was hurt by the way you left me for drugs. but whatever. i guess this probably doesnt matter. i dont think it matters what i say, because i thought we were ok, and even though i think you might have problems with drugs, i still love you. i hope you take this the right way, i dont want this to be minipulative. your letter seemed to be, with tear filled eyes, we know how you feel man. we all miss those days, we all reminisce. but ok, im gonna go, ill add more later. peace. -U-Tang
peace.
-U-Tang
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