Rest and relax.
Today, I am just going to rest and relax. I think I over-exerted my back yesterday. I really need good rest! I just hope I will be well enough to start reading my readers and textbooks by this week. I don't want to lag behind. I am already decreasing my lecture attendance. So I think it's really crucial for me to go for the tutorial but sitting in a tutorial for an hour is excruciating! My back just cannot seem to take sitting down for too long. What am I suppose to do. I feel so uncomfortable all the time and my condition just does not seem to improve as much as I want to feel it to. After this week, it's tutorials all the way. Even though some of the tutorials may not help as much as I would like them to but the attendance is very important and I don't want to use my back as an excuse to miss tutorials.
I am waiting for that phone call to come through but it doesn't seem like it's going to happen. I really hope that I get the apartment at Uropa but I just don't see it happening, considering they are taking this long to process the application. What is Your will? Am I going to know by today because I really need to start living near school already! I think for now, school and myself are my top priorities.
I have been having weird dreams for the past few nights. I have been dreaming about people from my past and I wonder why. I don't even keep in contact with those people anymore. Maybe it's telling me to start talking to them. Maybe I will. I need to consider very carefully. Anyway, I think they have already moved on with life, which is good. I wonder who I am going to dream of tonight. It is kinda freaking me out the way my dreams are turning out.
I just want to lie down in bed the whole day. I know that it is not possible and I will not be able to sleep tonight but I really want to rest my back. My back is just not feeling too good. Ok I am complaining again.
Anyway, I was talking to an old friend yesterday and I realise that we have drifted apart a lot. I mean, I feel like he has purposely distanced himself from me. I cannot really fathom why but I guess he has his own reasons. I shall not inquire, neither do I want to act like I care. If the friendship is meant to work out, then it will. If it's not meant to be, then I guess there's no point in pursuing it. It's just the way it is for everything. I just think that there's no need for such drastic measures of avoidance, other than MSN conversations.
I feel a tad guilty for not going for my Global Politics tutorial but I have not prepared anything for it and neither did I go for the lecture. I know I could have just went and listen to what the others have to say but I really don't want to go there with no opinions or even basic information. I need to be more well-prepared and more well-prepared I will be when I start reading. If it was just pure Media and Communications, then I guess it's alright to not read that extensively but I want to do Political Science as well. So, readings are important. Current affairs are of the utmost importance as well but I am not doing any of those! I need more highlighters.
WHERE IS THAT PHONE CALL??? I need that phone call!
Rest.
I am waiting for that phone call to come through but it doesn't seem like it's going to happen. I really hope that I get the apartment at Uropa but I just don't see it happening, considering they are taking this long to process the application. What is Your will? Am I going to know by today because I really need to start living near school already! I think for now, school and myself are my top priorities.
I have been having weird dreams for the past few nights. I have been dreaming about people from my past and I wonder why. I don't even keep in contact with those people anymore. Maybe it's telling me to start talking to them. Maybe I will. I need to consider very carefully. Anyway, I think they have already moved on with life, which is good. I wonder who I am going to dream of tonight. It is kinda freaking me out the way my dreams are turning out.
I just want to lie down in bed the whole day. I know that it is not possible and I will not be able to sleep tonight but I really want to rest my back. My back is just not feeling too good. Ok I am complaining again.
Anyway, I was talking to an old friend yesterday and I realise that we have drifted apart a lot. I mean, I feel like he has purposely distanced himself from me. I cannot really fathom why but I guess he has his own reasons. I shall not inquire, neither do I want to act like I care. If the friendship is meant to work out, then it will. If it's not meant to be, then I guess there's no point in pursuing it. It's just the way it is for everything. I just think that there's no need for such drastic measures of avoidance, other than MSN conversations.
I feel a tad guilty for not going for my Global Politics tutorial but I have not prepared anything for it and neither did I go for the lecture. I know I could have just went and listen to what the others have to say but I really don't want to go there with no opinions or even basic information. I need to be more well-prepared and more well-prepared I will be when I start reading. If it was just pure Media and Communications, then I guess it's alright to not read that extensively but I want to do Political Science as well. So, readings are important. Current affairs are of the utmost importance as well but I am not doing any of those! I need more highlighters.
WHERE IS THAT PHONE CALL??? I need that phone call!
Rest.