I've had alot on my mind today. I 'm turning 44 on saturday.  It's hard for me to believe. I dont' feel 44 at all.  I still feel like a kid inside.  In so many ways both good and bad.  I'm still afraid most of the time.  I worry for no real reason.  Like this journal.  I wanted to do it to meet people and get feedback but I don't think anyone ( Read more... )