Oct 06, 2007 20:41
I'm in my hometown, Baturaja, South Sumatera now. I love my hometown.
Baturaja, small town in South Sumatera. I was grew here 'till I was in Junior High. Then I moved to Palembang, continued my Senior High there. Now, I'm here, in Baturaja, for holiday before Lebaran Day. Since my parents live here 'n I used to come here every year in Lebaran Day (well, except if we decided to spend Lebaran Day in Palembang or bogor, in my grandparents' house).
Home sweet home. But, actually this holiday is my last holiday back to my hometown. My father who's work here no longer retired, then we planned to move to Bandung, the city where I continue my study now. I'll leave my memories here, in my hometown. I'll everything here. Above all, I'll leave my precious thing here, if GOD will, this isn't only my past, but my future. I dunno, I can't read my future, but now, I just give it a shot. Long distance relationship, is it working??? I dunno.... as I said before, I just give it a shot.
This is hard for me. Since the first time I step in this 'thing', no one support me except 3 my closest frens. They said, "just give it try and you'll know it where it's end". Yeah... right... guess I like this sentence "give it a try". I have plenty to worry 'bout, I have plenty to think 'bout, but I can't think 'bout all of that now. And my parents, I dunno... My mom just become herself.... unpredictable. And my dad, never say any words 'bout this. I'm confused, but hell if I can do anything. When I'm sure with my feeling, but then I get an obstacles. I'm tired, and I wanna settled. Can I ??? But what if I don't get the bless ??? I'm tired... 'n I can't think 'bout it now !!!
My hometown, guess no longer I can't say Baturaja as my hometown anymore. Even if I can say it, but I dunno when I will visit this town again. This holiday is the last holiday I spend here. This small town, this neighbourhood, this culture, this people, I'll miss them much. Oh my... .thinking that I'll move 'n stay in Bandung make me sad. A piece of my heart leave here. Miss this town already.
I'll going back to Bandung on October 20th. But on October 17th, I'll off to Palembang coz my cousin will be married on 18th October. So, I'll stay in Palembang since October 17th 'till the time I take off to Jakarta 'n back to Bandung. I just have little time in here to spend with my closest childhood frens 'n with my precious. I hope, just hope I can spend this little time I have preciously 'n meet with all people I know here before I take off 'n leave this town. It's so hard for me, but my family should move on after my dad retired.
So far, I'm glad I can spend much time with my precious. Even, yeah... sumtimes we find rough time to spend it together, but everytime we have good time, we spend it preciously 'n it's worthy. I love this town. No matter what, I was grew here 'n much memories I got here. I just can't forget it.
Baturaja is just small town, but has unique culture 'n environment. I love this town 'n I won't forget everything I had passed in this beautiful-unique town.
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