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I really should go to bed. I don't know why I don't want to go. Fuck, I forgot to put the laundry away. I was totally going to do that and then I got caught up on the phone and now I'm tired and don't want to do it. Yet I'm still here typing. I make no sense!
So, I think I'm kinda having relationship issues, don't really want to delve too deep into it. But I'm not totally happy/satisfied. Sometimes I wonder if I ever will be. Maybe I'm just not a relationship person. Or maybe I'm just too young to tie myself down.
I think I'm changing jobs within the gym I've been working at. I was in Membership Sales and now I think I'm going to switch over to be the Supervisor of Customer Service. So basically working the front desk. Dad was super happy for me, Mom was saying I should keep looking for a new job as this one isn't really what I went to school for. I don't know, I feel like I have my whole life to work in an office and I'm not totally sure what I want to do yet and I am pretty much just working to make money and support myself. I do have a job interview on Thursday for an advertising position at a local search engine. Not sure how many other people are being interviewed or if I'll get the job, but it supposedly doesn't start till October sometime, so I guess I'll just have to wait and see what happens.
My ultimate dream is to go live/work overseas (like England/Scotland) and then travel from there. But obviously I need $$ to do that. I figure like a year and a half more in Halifax and then I will have enough $$ to make my dream come true. I always wanted someone to go with, but now I've kinda resigned myself to the fact that I will have to do it on my own. I'm kinda scared, but this is something I've wanted to do since I was a teenager in St. Stephen. I mean, I got out of there, but didn't make it too far (still a lot farther than my peers!) You wouldn't believe how many people from my high school have kids or are preggers. It just fucks with my head. I'm so not ready for that! I know I say that all the time, but it just freaks me out. I need to live so much more than what I've done so far. I just need to get over my fear of doing things by myself.
Anyways, I am super tired. Partied pretty hardy on Saturday and am sadly still recovering! We stayed out till about 6:30 in the morning and I didn't manage to get to sleep till like 2 in the afternoon (and only for a few hours). We went to Thrashfest (Dave's band was headlining)so we watched a few metal bands, closed the bar and then went to an after-party till about 5:45 and then walked from Maynard to our respective homes. It was kinda the perfect way to end the night. It was like the last weekend of the summer. I can't believe the summer is over, it feels like I didn't really do anything much. We didn't really have good weather either. I guess I was in summer school for a lot of the summer (got out end of June)and then went straight to work.
Never got out of my pj's yesterday. Today was pretty good, hug out with Jess again, we watched the 90210 marathon (the original one) and just chilled at her place eating junk food.
Anyways, I guess I should just bite the bullet and sleep. Otherwise I'll regret it when I'm dragging my ass tomorrow.
♥
So, I think I'm kinda having relationship issues, don't really want to delve too deep into it. But I'm not totally happy/satisfied. Sometimes I wonder if I ever will be. Maybe I'm just not a relationship person. Or maybe I'm just too young to tie myself down.
I think I'm changing jobs within the gym I've been working at. I was in Membership Sales and now I think I'm going to switch over to be the Supervisor of Customer Service. So basically working the front desk. Dad was super happy for me, Mom was saying I should keep looking for a new job as this one isn't really what I went to school for. I don't know, I feel like I have my whole life to work in an office and I'm not totally sure what I want to do yet and I am pretty much just working to make money and support myself. I do have a job interview on Thursday for an advertising position at a local search engine. Not sure how many other people are being interviewed or if I'll get the job, but it supposedly doesn't start till October sometime, so I guess I'll just have to wait and see what happens.
My ultimate dream is to go live/work overseas (like England/Scotland) and then travel from there. But obviously I need $$ to do that. I figure like a year and a half more in Halifax and then I will have enough $$ to make my dream come true. I always wanted someone to go with, but now I've kinda resigned myself to the fact that I will have to do it on my own. I'm kinda scared, but this is something I've wanted to do since I was a teenager in St. Stephen. I mean, I got out of there, but didn't make it too far (still a lot farther than my peers!) You wouldn't believe how many people from my high school have kids or are preggers. It just fucks with my head. I'm so not ready for that! I know I say that all the time, but it just freaks me out. I need to live so much more than what I've done so far. I just need to get over my fear of doing things by myself.
Anyways, I am super tired. Partied pretty hardy on Saturday and am sadly still recovering! We stayed out till about 6:30 in the morning and I didn't manage to get to sleep till like 2 in the afternoon (and only for a few hours). We went to Thrashfest (Dave's band was headlining)so we watched a few metal bands, closed the bar and then went to an after-party till about 5:45 and then walked from Maynard to our respective homes. It was kinda the perfect way to end the night. It was like the last weekend of the summer. I can't believe the summer is over, it feels like I didn't really do anything much. We didn't really have good weather either. I guess I was in summer school for a lot of the summer (got out end of June)and then went straight to work.
Never got out of my pj's yesterday. Today was pretty good, hug out with Jess again, we watched the 90210 marathon (the original one) and just chilled at her place eating junk food.
Anyways, I guess I should just bite the bullet and sleep. Otherwise I'll regret it when I'm dragging my ass tomorrow.
♥