Hi. Tara was soooo hot today. I loved the way she did her hair and i loved her pants. she is the hottest person i have ever seen. Oh well
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I'm a bitch for even trying to help...sexyannyFebruary 14 2005, 23:14:32 UTC
"All i want is tara and could care less about the damage i do to others."
I know what you mean. I was gonna read all of the post but I'll have to come back to it cause I really cant think straight right now..but if you need help, I could try...but there are a lot of things going on with me and I'm just trying not to fall apart. so I guess my reason for commenting is I understand. maybe not all of it...but at least I understand some of it...and if you need to talk it out and need somebody to help you reason or anything I could try...even tho you don't like me.
You're not a bitchpussrocksassFebruary 14 2005, 23:37:00 UTC
I would appreciate any help i can get. Yeah, you probably do understand some it, if not all of it. It sounds kinda wreckless, that whole quote by me, but it is the truth, right? that is why i kinda understand why the arguments started. I don't don't like you, anna. I guess i was just being a dick because life doesn't work out as you wish it would, and it kinda put me in that mood to not be nice. But i am pulling myself back together peice by peice and if you want to help me build myself back up then i will greatly appreciate it. And who knows, it might help you a little. I hope you don't fall apart, it sucks. I fell apart once before. And i am still rebuilding. But if you do, please don't cut cause that is just stupid. No matter how suicidal or depressed i am or was, i never cut. Okay. Thanks for understanding me as much as you do, however much that may be whether it be fully or just a tad bit, you still understand something. That is all that matters to me.
Re: You're not a bitchsexyannyFebruary 14 2005, 23:39:41 UTC
thanks dane. that really meant something. see you werent even trying that hard and you helped me a lot. I would love to help you with whatever you need help with...if you ever need to talk ask casey for my phone number and if he doesnt have it then I'll give it to you, I just dont wanna put it on here. but once you have my number you can call if you need to and I will try and talk things out with you...if thats what you want and if it will help.
I'll try that sometime.pussrocksassFebruary 14 2005, 23:58:41 UTC
Yeah, that sounds great. I don't like phones too much but if I am in need of help i'll either be on here or give you a call. Thanks for understanding. Now we are finally getting somewhere. I am happy to know that you are willing to help. Really.
"Its times like these you learn live again, Its times like these you learn to give and give again, its times like these you learn to love again, its times like these, time and time again." -Foo Fighters.
Re: I'll try that sometime.sexyannyFebruary 15 2005, 00:03:37 UTC
Foo Fighters are really cool. but yeah I am always willing to help people. It's weird tho cause most people think I'm a bitch cause I guess I look like one and sometimes I act like one but no matter what I am always willing to put my problems aside and help other people.
Yeah, same here...pussrocksassFebruary 15 2005, 00:14:15 UTC
Its good to know that at least someone is willing to help, that helps me mentally. You look like a bitch? Nah, i don't think so. I have always thought that you looked like anna. It takes alot for someone to be themselves. Really, it does. I couldn't be myself with tara last year and the year before that. i personally think that is pretty sad
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Re: Yeah, same here...sexyannyFebruary 15 2005, 00:18:41 UTC
yeah i look like anna and anna looks like a bitch. haha. but yeah at least im not fake like other people. i dont have to impress anybody if i dont want to and i certainly dont have to sit around and pretend to be something that im not. im always honest...some people just cant handle the fact that i tell the truth...i dunno... but i see what your saying. everybody has their moments i just have a lot of bitchy ones. but i dont really think they're bitchy just other people tell me they are because they dont like hearing the truth or they dont like what i have to say... yeah i babble. haha
Re: Yeah, same here...pussrocksassFebruary 15 2005, 00:27:37 UTC
Hahaha. Yeah, i sent you an email to your hotmail address i hope it gets there. Well, those people just cant handle what you have to offer in advice or opinion and if that is so then they don't deserve anything you are offering. The truth hurts but it is still the truth. No point in hiding from it, right? i think i worded those kinda funny, i dunno. Are you and casey friends yet? I think he is growing tired of the ongoing back and forth between the two of you and just wants to be your friend, and if not that then left alone. But i think you guys should be friends because it is better to have friends than to be alone, right?
Re: Yeah, same here...sexyannyFebruary 15 2005, 00:33:10 UTC
I would honestly like to be casey's friend but whenever we're friends he says something in his journal and i comment offering my opinion and its never what he wants to hear and it pisses him off but he just doesnt understand what i'm saying...so im just not gonna comment anymore cause all he does is get pissed off and he doesnt even give what i have to say a chance...when really I'm just being honest and like you said its better to say it then to hide it. but oh well. but i would really like to be his friend.
Re: Yeah, same here...pussrocksassFebruary 15 2005, 00:42:58 UTC
i could talk to him about it. He might understand then. He seems to listen to me and Rob sometimes so i could give it a shot. But it would kinda be a relief to know that there are no more aguments and nothing is being blown outta proportion anymore. It actually kinda gets annoying after awhile because everybody consumes like half of what is going on and draws conclusions from that, then more problems occure. It is tiresome and pointless in relation to my perspective. I mean, shit: "Can't we all just get along?" that is a great saying and great question. Why can't people be more selfless and stop arguing about stupid stuff. Instead, once in a while it is nice to accept others opinions and not fuss over them because it is their opinion. One cannot change another's mind, one can only influence their opinion and decisions. I decided that to be true just a minute ago. hahaha, wow, i went off and stretched that subject out to almost fit in the category of a book (i am exaggerating). That is kinda stupid but oh well.
Re: Yeah, same here...sexyannyFebruary 15 2005, 01:10:19 UTC
i agree. i really think people should just accept each other for who they are cause we were all created equally nobody is better then anybody else...its just people are different.
Re: Yeah, same here...pussrocksassFebruary 15 2005, 01:15:07 UTC
i agree. for gain we have sacrifice of equal strength. i'm so tired anna, thank you for your help. i need to go to bed so i can think this all out. i appreciate it all. hopefully i can get some sleep tonight. Good-night, anna. Thank you.
I know what you mean. I was gonna read all of the post but I'll have to come back to it cause I really cant think straight right now..but if you need help, I could try...but there are a lot of things going on with me and I'm just trying not to fall apart. so I guess my reason for commenting is I understand. maybe not all of it...but at least I understand some of it...and if you need to talk it out and need somebody to help you reason or anything I could try...even tho you don't like me.
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"Its times like these you learn live again, Its times like these you learn to give and give again, its times like these you learn to love again, its times like these, time and time again." -Foo Fighters.
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yeah i babble. haha
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