and my lover exposes me - and i know that i'm just a damn fool.

Nov 09, 2005 20:19

let me be clinical.
let me hold me together.
and most importantly - let me rant and expose no sense of lateral thinking and just how myopic my brain can be.

i never needed anything from anyone.
but your fucking iris' kept my blood pumping through my caldersack veins.
i'm not angry.
sure. men are dirty conniving cheaters.
go to extreme lengths, put on greaaat airs to warm their beds for just the one night.
or how about the excitement - that's half the fun.
but i don't blame anyone - i find nothing more disheartening than the female who falls for it all.
'sure honey - we'll go to the park later....'
sure thing.
it's in human nature to do whatever the fuck you have to in order to placate someone.
just like the unsuspecting child that waits for Santa on christmas eve.
my parents ceased interest in all god squads a fair while prior to my ripping my mother in half - but my sister and I were brought up with Christmas, and the idea of reindeer etc etc...it's brought excitement, curiousity, good behaviour - and eventually lessons.
and here i've fucking learnt one.

i fell into yesterday.
our dreams seemed not far away.
i want to.
i want to.
i want to stay.
i fell into fantasy.

our dreams seemed not far away.
our dreams seemed not far away.
our dreams seemed not far away.
i fell into fantasy.
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