I feel s, wooaahhhh, woooaaaahhh
I'm happy today
Really happy/!!!
Stayed at richards house last night and talked my feelings through, he's a good vent even tho i felt baaad for keeping him up till midnight, when he had an early start :s
but I thanked him...
and made it up to him...:P
He's a good listner, and i can trust him with everything/anything
I didn't really know whyyy i was soooooo upset but hah it seemed to come out
He told me i was beautiful and he loved me, so i ran out the shower and cried for like 3 hours, poor thing don't know what hit him, haha
i'm ok now
I have issues
Might see one of those phyciatrist people (ok so i can't spell it) lol
So anyway mum picked me up from the flat this morning and we went shopping, i got a top, a cardigan thing, ANOTHER corset lingerie thing (oh how i love them), lacey undies with a corseted back, umm....some other stuff i can't remember and we had lunch out, it was good to catch up again, and i was back to my talkative self. mums feeling better so i'm happy :):):)
I'm gonna cut my fringe tonight, and i want to decolour my fringe, make it red and put brighter red and black streaks in it, wahhhh. HAAWWWTTTTT gonna go get me some Manic panic, see what's diff to that and fudge.
Gotta finish makin my dreadies, i re-did them, dunno if i'll ever wear em tho.
yay seein my boi tommorrow, he's on holiday soooonnn :D:D:D, we gonna do a detox togther and be alll healthy for startin our courses hehe
yays anyway might go have a bath, never got around to it b4
Will post a pic soon just cause :P
tataz
Really happy/!!!
Stayed at richards house last night and talked my feelings through, he's a good vent even tho i felt baaad for keeping him up till midnight, when he had an early start :s
but I thanked him...
and made it up to him...:P
He's a good listner, and i can trust him with everything/anything
I didn't really know whyyy i was soooooo upset but hah it seemed to come out
He told me i was beautiful and he loved me, so i ran out the shower and cried for like 3 hours, poor thing don't know what hit him, haha
i'm ok now
I have issues
Might see one of those phyciatrist people (ok so i can't spell it) lol
So anyway mum picked me up from the flat this morning and we went shopping, i got a top, a cardigan thing, ANOTHER corset lingerie thing (oh how i love them), lacey undies with a corseted back, umm....some other stuff i can't remember and we had lunch out, it was good to catch up again, and i was back to my talkative self. mums feeling better so i'm happy :):):)
I'm gonna cut my fringe tonight, and i want to decolour my fringe, make it red and put brighter red and black streaks in it, wahhhh. HAAWWWTTTTT gonna go get me some Manic panic, see what's diff to that and fudge.
Gotta finish makin my dreadies, i re-did them, dunno if i'll ever wear em tho.
yay seein my boi tommorrow, he's on holiday soooonnn :D:D:D, we gonna do a detox togther and be alll healthy for startin our courses hehe
yays anyway might go have a bath, never got around to it b4
Will post a pic soon just cause :P
tataz