we'll see......all i can hope

[purrifectkitty]

randomn thoughts for now:
cold, cold, cold
holiday cards are a lot of work
been working at the vance too much
beautiful boy making beautiful art
can't wait for our two week holiday break
trader joe's is a good thing, but causes
panic attacks due to too many f'ing people

we have an apptointment with a perinatologist
on tuesday, this tuesday
this tuesday we will find out if
it's safe for me to have another baby
if it's a go, we would like to get pregnant
in feb.
that will give me enough time to ease off
my lithium and get enough folic acid in
i don't want to get my hopes up
because there is chance the dr. will say
she doesn't think it's a good idea for me
to carry another child
well see, well see, well see