so this is love...
one year together with jamie...one amazing year with this girl straight out of my dreams. i'm still sitting back in disbelief at times. wondering, "how the fuck did i get so lucky?" i never would have imagined any of this. not even a year ago could i have guessed it. i could only have hoped. and yet here i am, madly in love. and it only gets stronger. every night i get done work and all i can think is how badly i want to get home to her. how much i just want to wrap my arms around her and kiss her til i'm dizzy. sometimes, the emotions are so strong i almost want to cry. i've never felt this happy before and it just astounds me how intense it is. sometimes, when we're in bed together, i find myself running my hands along her skin, thinking to myself, "she's really here...she's really all mine." almost as if to make sure that she's not just a dream. haha it sounds silly. it's not even that i'm afraid she's going anywhere. i've never been more sure of her love for me, as well. what i feel for her is exactly what she feels for me. i know this because she tells me. we tell each other every single day. probably a million times a day! lol i picture my future together with her. i see us starting a family, growing old together, all that great stuff. all i look forward to now is many more years to come. and i know they're going to be happy from here on out. as long as i have her by my side. :)