May 11, 2006 23:22
Is it honestly too much to ask that my friends don't put me down?
Why do I always answer the phone calls for the people with the most idiotic of idiotic questions? Somedays I just feel like beating my head against the wall.
Go work in Scotland for six months? You have no idea how tempting that idea is. Go anywhere for six months work or otherwise is too tempting.
Thinking about going back to school. Not to Ryerson though. (How do I loathe thee? Let me count the ways) Humber maybe. Since when is it a 4 year program? But I would be getting my B.A.A. instead of just a diploma and it's now FIDER accredited which I don't think it used to be. All good news for the job hiring front, now I just have to decide whether my lack of passion is only temporary or not.
Of course, I don't think I've ever really had a passion for anything. I supress things far too much.
I am so out of the loop with everyone. When did I become so self absorbed?
I wish I were not so exhausted all the time.