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alright.. *heart* day sucked.. it started out oki.. i got up and went to breakfast with my mom, gayle, and my nephe. then we went and got pedicures and went shoping. but while we were shopping i got really depressed and my mom kept pissing me off so i was in a bad mood. and then i went to my moms house and watched my nephew while my mom and gayle went to get facials. they were supposed to be done at 2pm so they could take me home so i could get ready to go to my godsons birthday party (hes 2 today!) but they ended up not picking me up til 2:45pm.. so i had to go home, shower, get ready, and walk to crystals house by 3:30pm. blah! talk about rushing! but i make it and i get to the party and my godson is sleeping! crystal is all bitchy and is screaming at everyone the whole time, samantha is all cranky, and all the annoying pyscho neighborhood kids are there. and everyone was dricing me crazy! then i was supposed to go to a dance thingy with samantha tonight. she told me it was at 10pm. but she gets all ready at 6pm i ask her why and she tells me we have to leave at 7pm. so now i cant go becuase i had other plans. i was gonna go home and take a nap and then i was gonna go to tammys. but then i call tammy and she has to go out with her grandma and she said shed call me when she got home. its 9:30ish and shes still not home.. so im gonna go to bed becuase im tired. so yeah.. theres my day, get emo, get mad, get annoyed, get blown off, go to bed. yay what a great day i feel so loved. what a great way to spend *heart* day. i mean its not the fact that i dont have anyone to spend *heart* day with... yeah it sucks.. butits not why im emo.. i dunno why im emo.. i just am.. i really badly want to cut. thats why ive been out keeping my self busy today so i couldnt. but now im by myself.. i need to just go to bed and forget about today.. night all