long time no see

[purplepixiestar]

ha! it has been a month (to the day) since i have last updated! thats great... so update on my life... i quit my job (WAY too much pain on the back and the legs - i had to stand for 9 hours everyday)so yeah.. im gonna go and look some more today for a new job. i met this girl amy (*sigh*) and she is rad. and i really like her. i told her i did and she didnt realy do or say anything about it.. so i dont really know how she feels but oh well. i figure i need to get over her anyways. cuz 1. no one knows shes bi. her parents cant know cuz then she wont be able to have friends over or go to a friends house (they will think they are having hot lesbian sex). her bro cant know cuz hes against the same sex thing. and her friends cant know cuz they will tell either her mom or her bro. 2.i dont even think she likes me that way 3. she madly in love with our friend daniel (even though hes madly in love with his g/f jessica)and amy said shes not gonna go out with anyone else because she wants daniel. so blah! but shes so cute! and rad! and AHH!!!! its not fair! arg! blah! im becoming a-sexual dammit! this just isnt cool! ill post pictures of her and i when i can. so yeah... anywho.. so we went to a show last night and emily came! woot! i missed emily hardcore style! and i got to see rock kills kid (they rock) i was really bummed that i didnt get to see bullets n octane cuz i REALLY wanted to ... but i had to take amy home at like 9ish... so blah.. but its oki.. i can always go see them again...ok well new news (ha! thats funny) samantha has left me again.. she got home from juvie october 6th and left for rehab last monnday so that was november 11th. she was barely here for a month and 5 days... arg! alrighty.. well.. im gonna go now.. im tired.. i dont know what the hell im doing up at 7 am anywho! so blah! later buddy!
p.s. brian klemm is beautiful!!!!!