Feb 24, 2009 23:34
Isn't it funny how life constantly trumps itself?
take unhappiness for example. GucciFencer broke up with me, and I thought I'd never be more miserable ever again. Then, he goes out with BlondeDebator and lo and behold, I was even unhappier than that.
Same thing (thankfully) goes for happiness. I thought I'd never be happier than I was with GucciFencer, and now I'm with someone who makes me feel so happy and loved that I blush with shame when I think about how I went out with that twat. I'm generally better in other ways too, I lost a fair bit of weight towards the end of the summer, got a load of new clothes and things now that I have my own money. (albeit, not a lot of it, so I need to control the spending)
The thing that interests me is, this robs you of any certainty in life. I'm happy now. I don't think I could be much happier, but I might be. I won't know until I am.
Basically, what this comes down to is... we should all stop bitching! :P It could always be better, it could always be worse. Maybe.
Statements of the bleeding obvious aside, I'll actually update on things I've been up to lately.
Valentine's Day! Best ever. Dinner out, which was spent in easy conversation and judging of every other couple in there (I'll always remember the guy who ignored his date and started texting, and she looked PISSED!), followed by sitting in a bar, ripping the music and mocking the drunks. Ooh, and presents! I won't say what some of them were, as they were the results of in-jokes, but I also got perfume :) which is lovely :)
More excitement! We've got the Law Ball coming up. Unlike ShamUni, who seem to have a million of them, we just get the one. I've got myself a dress, a date, now all I need are the shoes! I think I'd be a little more excited if I didn't have a Public Law essay due 2 days later. Still, I'm so incredibly excited :)
Oh, and LoM- thanks for the best 2 1/2 months of my life :) love you so much
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