ummmmmmmm.................................
another weekend done, lucky i have no work tomorrow. i am dreading to go to work somedays, i just dont feel like i fit in. one of the sister gave me abollocking in front of the patients on friday, and was not right about anything. not only did they put my name down to be with two patients but then i had tohelp out all the other nurses and then i had a new girl start to had to learn the ropes and im trying to teach her how things worked. i just want ed toleave. but i just need to get into uni and things will be different. it just insnt coming quick enough. i just need something to happen, for the good. maybe i need to just dissapear for a few days, somewhere in cornwall. im actually looking forward to going to america in july. just for having 2 weeks off. or maybe i need to go to a concert, to feel alive right now...........