Aug 11, 2004 13:42
wow so i havent updated in over a month! well i got a tattoo!! its sooo cute i love it but its not done its 3 little stars i need more tho it was so fun im addicted haha..... alot of shit has been goin on its ok tho shit happens it bothers you for a while then you realize that things could be worse. facing your problems is alot easier then to run away from them. i duno i just think if people wouldnt lie about shit if they would tell the truth from the begining then maybe things wouldntgo as far as they dp maybe people could move on more easily if they know the truth but its ok my tattoo felt good i love it it made me feel better everything is hopefully normal again nothing more then friends with anyone for me right now but im glad because i feel like i can kinda talk to him about shit i dont understand how i can talk to him and he tells me shit strait out even if i dont wanna hear it he comes off as an asshole but hes not... but y cant he tell me the truth about other stuff? i duno. i hung out with nate last night it was really fun actually jena came with me and rob was pranking all these people its so immiture but hes so funny and it brought back the times at ericas when he used to do it.we drank but no one exept this girl michelle was drunk thats ok tho yesterday turned out to be pretty good. well ive wrote enough for hte month haha i need to shower beth might get her lip pierced today! and me n ash have a cuddle date!