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my cousin katrina lost her baby.
although most of the people in my family are happy about it, i can't help but feel a little sad for her.
as much as i don't think she was ready or mature enough to raise a baby, she really, really wanted this baby. for that, i feel sad.
since she was off her medications that prevents seizures, she started having seizures again friday. by sunday she had to be taken to the hospital because she miscarried.
i do belive everything happens for a reason.
i had the strangest dream last night. i knew i should have written it down this morning, because now i can't remember much of it at all.
the are a few things i do remember though. a friend and i were at a hospital because someone he knew was having a baby. i was upset about the entire thing for reasons i can't remember. i have a feeling the person having the baby wasn't a friend of mine but that wouldn't make me upset about the entire thing. so, who knows.
i remember that and then the friend was staying at my house. although he was being an ass monkey and refused to sleep in my bed or on the couch. he insisted on sleeping on the floor. many great places to sleep and he was going to sleep on the floor.
i know it was MUCH stranger than this but i can't remember now. i should have wrote it down. i was late for work already, another 10 minutes wouldn't have made much a difference.
although most of the people in my family are happy about it, i can't help but feel a little sad for her.
as much as i don't think she was ready or mature enough to raise a baby, she really, really wanted this baby. for that, i feel sad.
since she was off her medications that prevents seizures, she started having seizures again friday. by sunday she had to be taken to the hospital because she miscarried.
i do belive everything happens for a reason.
i had the strangest dream last night. i knew i should have written it down this morning, because now i can't remember much of it at all.
the are a few things i do remember though. a friend and i were at a hospital because someone he knew was having a baby. i was upset about the entire thing for reasons i can't remember. i have a feeling the person having the baby wasn't a friend of mine but that wouldn't make me upset about the entire thing. so, who knows.
i remember that and then the friend was staying at my house. although he was being an ass monkey and refused to sleep in my bed or on the couch. he insisted on sleeping on the floor. many great places to sleep and he was going to sleep on the floor.
i know it was MUCH stranger than this but i can't remember now. i should have wrote it down. i was late for work already, another 10 minutes wouldn't have made much a difference.