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I thought that this might be interesting for you all... At sometime every year you revauluate what is most important to you, or how you have some how lost your old self or maybe the things that you have found interesting or most important to you have been lost amongst all the trival rubbish. I have just finished a conversation with my brother about this.
For myself, I have been caught up for the past 4 year's in all the negitive bullshit, maybe it did start when my mum died, but it really became in fullmode when I was introduced into the rave scene, drugs being in all the conversations with all my friends, sex, loosing my mind to depression and pannick attacks, staying in doors not being so social... I lost all enjoyment in everything, I forgot what I used to be good at, where my personal interest's really lie and they were....
Live musical's
Live drama plays
Travelling to Melbourne and going to the play box theatre now the malthouse and other broadway musical's
Dancing, I used to go to a dancing school for 9 years then I gave up, I used to do jazz, tap and song.. and I was really good at it.
Live cultured event's.... Sometimes some events I went to were free of charge or a gold coin donation..
Going out to dinner or for coffee with my friends
Shopping for clothes
None of these things had drugs, sex or alchoal involved... I dont have anything to do with many people now, mostly becz they are involved in way too many drugs way too many hardcore party nights, I am not like that. I hardly have any friends down here, but Id rather be like that than be involved with people that dont appreciate me as I am and appreciate drugs more..
I am not going to be lost again.. I am soo looking forward to going out for dinner in the city with my brother then to a live show.. its been so long...
once I am settled in Burwood I will be looking around to head off to a hip hop classes and get stuck back into dancing.. God I miss it....
For myself, I have been caught up for the past 4 year's in all the negitive bullshit, maybe it did start when my mum died, but it really became in fullmode when I was introduced into the rave scene, drugs being in all the conversations with all my friends, sex, loosing my mind to depression and pannick attacks, staying in doors not being so social... I lost all enjoyment in everything, I forgot what I used to be good at, where my personal interest's really lie and they were....
Live musical's
Live drama plays
Travelling to Melbourne and going to the play box theatre now the malthouse and other broadway musical's
Dancing, I used to go to a dancing school for 9 years then I gave up, I used to do jazz, tap and song.. and I was really good at it.
Live cultured event's.... Sometimes some events I went to were free of charge or a gold coin donation..
Going out to dinner or for coffee with my friends
Shopping for clothes
None of these things had drugs, sex or alchoal involved... I dont have anything to do with many people now, mostly becz they are involved in way too many drugs way too many hardcore party nights, I am not like that. I hardly have any friends down here, but Id rather be like that than be involved with people that dont appreciate me as I am and appreciate drugs more..
I am not going to be lost again.. I am soo looking forward to going out for dinner in the city with my brother then to a live show.. its been so long...
once I am settled in Burwood I will be looking around to head off to a hip hop classes and get stuck back into dancing.. God I miss it....