May 07, 2006 21:38
I am lonely again.. one of the most best friend's I have made since moving to Melbourne has gone over sea's to live for two year's.. We became so close the last two months, this is Kat she is like my twin we kind of look similar and we have such a smiliar friend manner meaning we treat friends the same way.... I got to know her family and became friends with her brother and his friends... such a shame.. but this has given me even more of a bigger itch to go travelling.
I have to move in 2 weeks.. The "couple" sarah and I were living with are moving back to Horsham in 3 weeks, and we didnt have a choice but to move out..Sarah and I couldnt find anyone wanting to move in for two months untill the lease was up.. just an inconvience.. I have just got settled, uni is going well, and I just got a new job at telstra dome and melbourne park so I was so close to work. I cant move back to my brothers as Kristy doesnt know what she wants to do if she is living in Melbourne or not so I cant stay in her room so I am moving into the spare room at my brother's best friends place in Burwood.. I fucking hate this... I was so close to what I wanted to do and It didnt work out... I will never move in with other people again, only my brother, he is the only one I can rely on. Funny thing is though I have to pay rent even though I will not be living in after I move out if the realestate hasnt found anyone to move in, even though I am not on the lease.. this isnt my choice but I am forced to do this shit... I only found out this was happening last monday night when I got home from Kat's half the house was packed up.. not fucking happy.... This is all happening when my re newual is due in one day, my rejo and inurence on my car is due in 2 weeks and I have under $1,000 in my bank account... arrhhhhh I hate PEOPLE!!!