Jan 31, 2008 11:44
I'm not doing what I should be doing right now, which is writing my English paper, but what have I been doing? Reading my 2005 archive. Mixed feelings about all of that, but atleast now I can see that it's like looking into another life, another whole world. A world that I'm no longer a part of, but because I once was I am who I am now. I'm happy, so happy now. God really has brought me through so much, I've got to see and learn so many things.
Last night I had an amazing tiem at Kasey's church. They are so accepting, just like him. I can see myself there. I'm going to a 30 Hour Famine this weekend with them. Everyday Sunday is going to be there! But just us college students broke off last night with Ashley (Jacobs wife) and talked about love, where God is directing us, and just what we're going through right now. It was so great. I feel like I'm right where I'm supposed to be. Like I know there was this path I was walking down, confused and angry, but now I'm there. Where I was headed the whole time and without all the crap along the way I never would have gotten here.
From being that cute, naive, and young sixteen year girl without a thought to what was to come to now. On my way to being twenty, in college, having the most amazing guy in the whole world, and thanking God everyday that I have a new day so i can learn something