If i could dream
I'm so confused. This weekend was amazing, but these dreams are enough to make me question my sanity. I know who i love with all my heart. There isn't anything left to me to ever give to anyone else. So what do these dreams mean?And why am i having them every night...every night? And last night was so real i woke up crying because i felt so horrible and then i had to keep telling myself it didn't really happen. It was only a dream. Dreams arn't real, don't mean anything...Right?
Have i gotten myself into a mess and haven't even realized it? Oh this is bad. I can't stand it because its all going on inside me with no way to let it out. I can't even speak it out loud. No I couldn't. That would make it real. As long as it's only this craziness going on in my head it's just that. Nonsense that's floating around in my mind. Nothing more. So why does it feel like so much more. Something like this is dangerous. Deadly. It's eating me alive right now.
I need to forget about it. Just let it go cause it's so crazy. Crazy, crazy, crazy. But what if tomorrow i find out i'm wrong? Oh what if i'm wrong? What am i going to do? Since when did everything have to become so insane? Why do this have to change just like that from what you thought it was to something crazy and just stomach twisting?
What i wouldn't give to just go to bed and forget about this whole stupid thing. It's just stupid. Stupid, stupid, stupid.
I'm going to just forget about this whole thing.
Beause it's crazy. And if i'm not careful i'm going to go crazy because of it.
I know my heart and this is just something that imagination and run away with that's all. It's nothing more. I know myself. I should stop acting like a stranger to my mind and get my head on straight.
Have i gotten myself into a mess and haven't even realized it? Oh this is bad. I can't stand it because its all going on inside me with no way to let it out. I can't even speak it out loud. No I couldn't. That would make it real. As long as it's only this craziness going on in my head it's just that. Nonsense that's floating around in my mind. Nothing more. So why does it feel like so much more. Something like this is dangerous. Deadly. It's eating me alive right now.
I need to forget about it. Just let it go cause it's so crazy. Crazy, crazy, crazy. But what if tomorrow i find out i'm wrong? Oh what if i'm wrong? What am i going to do? Since when did everything have to become so insane? Why do this have to change just like that from what you thought it was to something crazy and just stomach twisting?
What i wouldn't give to just go to bed and forget about this whole stupid thing. It's just stupid. Stupid, stupid, stupid.
I'm going to just forget about this whole thing.
Beause it's crazy. And if i'm not careful i'm going to go crazy because of it.
I know my heart and this is just something that imagination and run away with that's all. It's nothing more. I know myself. I should stop acting like a stranger to my mind and get my head on straight.