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[purple_cowboy]

i feel really lost in this world. people do not make sense to me. i don't make sense to myself.
i'm not a stupid person, but i have a hard time crasping certain concepts/ideas. like money for example.
it doesn't make any sense to me. i can't really explain how i don't understand it, but.. i've never been able
to make the conection. that's kind of off subject...

everytime i start feeling comfortable with things around me, i begin seeing them for what they really are.
the illusion of grandure is gone. i don't know where i'm going with this, but i feel alone. i don't understand
the world or people around me. even people that care about me, i find it hard to fully relate to them. almost as if
i'm obviously outside of their world and i basically look like a fool for being different. or maybe i'm just the same
as everyone, except i think i can be better than anyone else. so that's why i'm left outside...

i kinda got off subject again..

it isn't right to lead people on. to have them think something of you that is totally false.
especially if it's how they veiw you.