this week...

[purple49erfan]

i am not sure on what happened on monday. but i started feeling really down. i was feeling depressed. i actually have not felt like that in such a long time. it was weird. i felt so down that i started crying. i talked to my socorro friend when i did that. i tried not to cry while i was talking to him but it just happened. and he was actually very understanding towards me. he even text me while he was working to check up on me. which i am totally shocked. the last two guys were confused by my actions and did not understand. they would always question why i would cry or why i would just be sad. they would ask why and when i said i am not sure they would just get upset that i would be upset. i have never had this understanding from a guy on this. let alone have him check up on me every hour. it was nice.

but i guess i will see how i feel. i am starting to feel a little sick with a sore throat. i hope i do not get worse now b/c tomorrow i am leaving for dc. for the weekend. so lets see...

and next week i found out my grandpa is going to have surgery. so lets see what happens with that. but i better get back to work.