something good, something bad
well i guess on to the bad first of all.
well this weekend i get a nasty call from my boyfriends mother. she told me how i was such a bitch, a two face bitch i think she even mentioned the word whore. she was going to get back at me and stuff like that. she called me crazy etc. etc. i am so hurt by this. as if things can get any worse in that department. i never did anything to her and i have never gave her any reason to dislike me at all. but she does. i am nt sure on how to handle any of this. and then on saturday i was so horribly upset. i was crying all day. i even began to drink all by myself which i know is a big no no. i just could not take it.
but something happened that was good. it is about that boy. well i did talk to this guy all weekend. it was one of the guys that i met last week when i was in socorro. well i did not think i would talk to this one again. as it turns out he did not have a phone. he told me that he got a phone just to tlak to me which i thought was kind of ironic. but ever since he called we have been talking. we stayed like four hours on the phone together, it was an awesome conversation. we just talked and talked about all kinds of things. we got to know each other. and after that one four hour phone call we have been talking at least an hour on the phone since then. me and him just talk. yes he told me that i looked good that night and that he wanted to get to know me. but he does not base the conversations on stuff like that. the other guy does. the other guy i feel is in it to have sex with me but i am not sure. but i am losing interest. not that i had much anyways. the guy i am talking to now is the one that i am interested in. but me and him have a lot in common. we just carry on conversations and not once do we stop and be silent. we laugh a lot. i do not know what to think of this. i have not found much in common with a guy in a long time. the most he does to me is call me babe. which i find is odd especailly since we have not kissed or anything. this weekend should be our first official outing together.
so all in all this weekend was just alright. i cant say it was great. it would of been if all this shit would not have happened. so let me see what becomes of her threats. they were bad threats. but oh well i guess.....
purple
well this weekend i get a nasty call from my boyfriends mother. she told me how i was such a bitch, a two face bitch i think she even mentioned the word whore. she was going to get back at me and stuff like that. she called me crazy etc. etc. i am so hurt by this. as if things can get any worse in that department. i never did anything to her and i have never gave her any reason to dislike me at all. but she does. i am nt sure on how to handle any of this. and then on saturday i was so horribly upset. i was crying all day. i even began to drink all by myself which i know is a big no no. i just could not take it.
but something happened that was good. it is about that boy. well i did talk to this guy all weekend. it was one of the guys that i met last week when i was in socorro. well i did not think i would talk to this one again. as it turns out he did not have a phone. he told me that he got a phone just to tlak to me which i thought was kind of ironic. but ever since he called we have been talking. we stayed like four hours on the phone together, it was an awesome conversation. we just talked and talked about all kinds of things. we got to know each other. and after that one four hour phone call we have been talking at least an hour on the phone since then. me and him just talk. yes he told me that i looked good that night and that he wanted to get to know me. but he does not base the conversations on stuff like that. the other guy does. the other guy i feel is in it to have sex with me but i am not sure. but i am losing interest. not that i had much anyways. the guy i am talking to now is the one that i am interested in. but me and him have a lot in common. we just carry on conversations and not once do we stop and be silent. we laugh a lot. i do not know what to think of this. i have not found much in common with a guy in a long time. the most he does to me is call me babe. which i find is odd especailly since we have not kissed or anything. this weekend should be our first official outing together.
so all in all this weekend was just alright. i cant say it was great. it would of been if all this shit would not have happened. so let me see what becomes of her threats. they were bad threats. but oh well i guess.....
purple