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I am tired
Of what is about to come next
The longing stares
The warm touches
The wanting of what we lost
It’s a shame that to know how to love you
I needed to hate you
For you to see the beauty in me
You see the darkest side of my heart
And even though we loved too much
And too hard
Too harsh
We have our happy ending
You will look at her and
Want to kiss my lips
Pick her flowers with me
Stare into her gorgeous eyes while
Our conversations fill the void between your mouths
And I
Stare at him and compare his kind eyes to
Your disparaging gaze
His sweet mannerisms to
Your overbearing diction,
His comic smile to
The perpetual frown,
His kindness is unknown to me
And as he woos me
I feel
Hurt that I cannot woo back
I am numb to it
And my mind aches for the pain of you
To feel the jab in my heart when
You do me wrong
We are dangers unto ourselves, my dearest
Dearest
Love,
We are lethal.
For when you smile your horrible smile,
I die the sweetest death inside, and
When I feel your occasional touch I know
That you still long to be near me, and
The bells toll for us as
The angels cry for us
Two people never were so happy to
Never be in one another’s arms.
Little Eyes
Little Eyes
You were mine until they grew small(er)
And I saw them no more
You
Were sleeping and i kissed them both as you lay
You were mine
And when you woke up
They looked up at me
Gone again.
And I have seen them grow wax by noon
And wan away into tiny borders for your pupils
They spoke to me
The very first time
They spoke to me
And our mouths listened
Little Eyes
You always weeped
I saw the tears
You pitited me
And I adored you my
Little Eyes
And your little eyelids, too
And you cried and you spoke
For the very last time
When you had to leave my side
and when the big tears came
my love,
falling falling to the floor
you, little little
Little Eyes,
you were mine no more.
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break is not coming fast enough...
I am tired
Of what is about to come next
The longing stares
The warm touches
The wanting of what we lost
It’s a shame that to know how to love you
I needed to hate you
For you to see the beauty in me
You see the darkest side of my heart
And even though we loved too much
And too hard
Too harsh
We have our happy ending
You will look at her and
Want to kiss my lips
Pick her flowers with me
Stare into her gorgeous eyes while
Our conversations fill the void between your mouths
And I
Stare at him and compare his kind eyes to
Your disparaging gaze
His sweet mannerisms to
Your overbearing diction,
His comic smile to
The perpetual frown,
His kindness is unknown to me
And as he woos me
I feel
Hurt that I cannot woo back
I am numb to it
And my mind aches for the pain of you
To feel the jab in my heart when
You do me wrong
We are dangers unto ourselves, my dearest
Dearest
Love,
We are lethal.
For when you smile your horrible smile,
I die the sweetest death inside, and
When I feel your occasional touch I know
That you still long to be near me, and
The bells toll for us as
The angels cry for us
Two people never were so happy to
Never be in one another’s arms.
Little Eyes
Little Eyes
You were mine until they grew small(er)
And I saw them no more
You
Were sleeping and i kissed them both as you lay
You were mine
And when you woke up
They looked up at me
Gone again.
And I have seen them grow wax by noon
And wan away into tiny borders for your pupils
They spoke to me
The very first time
They spoke to me
And our mouths listened
Little Eyes
You always weeped
I saw the tears
You pitited me
And I adored you my
Little Eyes
And your little eyelids, too
And you cried and you spoke
For the very last time
When you had to leave my side
and when the big tears came
my love,
falling falling to the floor
you, little little
Little Eyes,
you were mine no more.
ENGLISH PAPER!! AHHHH!!
ARCHITECTURE!! AHHHHH!!
break is not coming fast enough...