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good songs:

hedley- gunnin'
rascall flatts- im moving on
daniel powter- one night stand
tlc- unpretty
something corporate- konstantine
goo goo dolls- black balloon

hmm.. i dont know what to do.

I'm telling duncan tomorrow, or saturday. I kind of gave him hints today, but told him I couldnt say anything more. He is really concerned. Im hurting, and I dont know what to do. Like, I want to stop, but I know that if I stop, I wont be happy.

Its me versus making everyone else happy