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hey everyone :) sorry i havent written in like a year and a half haha. oh well, so yeah life has been uneventful really. um softball ended, i got 2nd team all league, ehh im not too happy, i got that last year, and i thought i deserved 1st team this year, but its all good i guess. at least i got SOMETHING...oh wellz! so yesterday was mine and toms 7 month anniversary :) ahhh so much love hehe, he makes me so effing happy. so wat else is goin on in my life...school is good, im finally doin good in all of my classes, its about damn time. the SAT's kicked my ass tho...2 TIMES!!! sigh, idk wat the eff im gunna do about college, i hope i get in haha. the sat's arent allowed to kick my ass anymore haha, so yeah im thinking about playing softball in college, if i get recruited then ill def play, OBVIOUSLY! but otherwise im not sure yet. i dont want to just think that my softball career would stop at my senior year, idk, that kind of depresses me. i mean i dont think im amazing, but i kno i dont suck haha, hopefully sum college coaches think im good :) but ill see what happens next year and everything. so im goin to be a senior in like a month haha thats nuts, high school is goin by way too quickly its insane! i feel like im still a freshman sometimes, well maybe not but freshman year seems like it was so close from now. everything seems like its blurring together. and with tom, its seems like we've been goin out forever, its like, i remember being single, but i have so many memories with him, i almost forget wats its like to be single haha, its okay tho, i love bein with him, more then him or anyone else knows. hes amazing, and some people may not think hes much, but my god hes just so awesome, and like im happy some girls dont know how amazing he is, cuz then they would love him just as much as i did. and tom told me the other day how good of a "catch" i was and that i was more of one then him, and honestly i mean i dont see it that way at all. i think he may be baseing that on looks, but i honestly think that he is a very good looking guy, he truly is...under all that hair haha. its okay tho i love his hair, his hair is sadly enough nicer than mine lol. but i mean all jokes aside, hes such a good looking guy, gorgeous smile, amazing eyes and everything. and the personality of this boy is amazing. i hate to keep repeating myself but he really is sooo amazing, and like in all seriousness i have never met someone with a better personality then him, and im not just saying this bcuz im his gf, i said it when i was his best friend too. wow i need to stop talking, bcuz i could talk about all his amazing qualties for ever....:) i love love hehe thats all
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