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[purestfeeling]

Crying uncontrollably. Why? Uncertain. Don't know what to do with myself. Don't know what to think of the people around me. Considering being a recluse for a while, a few years perhaps. I'm tired of getting hurt. Most everyone I know now I will not be talking to 10 years from now. I care greatly for these people. All through my life those

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[anonymous]

Reading that was possibly the most touching thing i have seen in a while. Thank you for being non fictional and basically...human. With that said, you are not the only one that is a truthful good person, so please dont give up on the rest of us. Granted being scewed over by people is horrible, and sometimes kills a piece of you, just remember time is a panacea. Your mom, love, and best friend(s) have hurt you, and anyone else might have crumbled by now, but please remember that you are "a more honest person than just about everyone I know. So many people act different around different people, I don't. So many people lie, I don't. I'm an all around great guy and great person". I agree with you 100% that the excuse of "its part of growing up" is overly used and pathetic by now. There are so many ways of looking at your pain, but i encourage you to take these hard times and let them make you stronger, and wiser. To end up like your father would be sad, i agree, but learn from that then. I dont know you all that well, but i do know how it is to feel an emmence amount of pain that no one, not even urself, can understand. Being torn in half and not knowing what to do is torture. Maybe you miss stability and want to feel how you did last year, or maybe i can be totally worng about all of what i have typed, but i am sure of the fact that time, a select group of loving people, and your own frame of mind will help. You have truly amazed me, i think you are doing better than u give urself credit for.