Jun 15, 2005 02:50
Went bowling this evening and it was harder than I remember, but I had a good time. Felt even better that work was literally just next door, every second I spend in that building now just seems infected. I'm just so glad that I have the choice to leave.
I've had hot feet recently, and also that I'm missing out on something, felling kind of like it's really obvious what I should be doing but I just don't see the bigger picture. I want to try new things, not because I'm bored so much, there's just room for more. My eyes are heavy. Fuck knows how it got to three am. Again. I wish I could convey my thoughts and moods on here better, I never seem to be able to get it quite right. But this is a beautiful song, would be amazing on pills.