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[puppy528]

I know that I've said this before, but this post beckons a repeat for emphasis.. I sincerely try not to censor myself here. I may not use real names, but those that know me in rl can usually figure out who's who fairly easily. This is my place to speak my mind and to put my thoughts before me so that I can see them, myself, above all other reasons

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[puppy528]

I think you really nailed everything right on the head. It still takes me aback, sometimes, just how readily you decipher out my head. :p Few people get me at all, let alone with the ease with which you seem to do it.
I do think that you may be right, this time.. Things really do feel different. I wasn't ready those other times with her, even tho I always assumed that I was. I saw what it could be and I attacked with all my might to try and get things there. Now, well, I've finally grown up. :P I've figured out how to do things the right way, and why.
I guess I still have to show her that, tho. This isn't something I could just persuade her into and just hope. She'd have to meet me halfway, and, last time I spoke to her, it didn't seem to be something she was willing to do ("yet"). Maybe she's just not ready. Maybe she won't be willing. Maybe she's simply waiting for me to finish here and take the helm.. Regardless.. I'm willing, and as long as it did go slow, I'm pretty sure I'm finally ready.

Who knows.. the future may hold something that works, after all. It'd sure surprise the **** out of me, I'll tell you that. ;)